What a wonderful weekend it was...not really. I went to work on Saturday and about 10:30am, I fell down a couple stairs at our headquarters building, landing on my Right knee. It hurt..i ripped my pants...but I figured it's just a bruise, get up and deal with it. Well, it started throbbing and then we had a call and after lifting the patient it really started to hurt all the way down to my toes. I went back to my station and propped my leg up with some ice. After a little bit I went to get up and it was completely stiff. I called my boss and he had me go down to the ambulatory clinic we deal with and had it XRayed. No fracture or anything, just badly bruised PLUS the doctor said I have arthritis in that knee. I think I knew that because it clicks all the time. He told me to stay off it, ice it, elevate it, take some motrin and don't lift anything over 25lbs. So.. I was sent home for the night. I woke up Sunday morning and it was so swollen and bruised... and my ankle & foot were also swollen. I stayed off it as much as possible and the swelling seems to have gone down.

Yesterday afternoon I went to the 3rd annual Police vs Fire softball game in the town where my sis and brother-in-law work. Fire ended up coming from wayyyyy behind & winning. Afterward we had a picnic at the one guy's house along with a bonfire. It was fun, but I did something bad afterward. This one guy from the FD.. I have had a "crush" on him for a couple years. We almost kind of went out for a while and got kinda close but he had a lot going on like a divorce & a little daughter. Plus, he didn't seem to be as interested in me as I was in him. Oh well, you'll have that. Well, my sis & brother in law left early last night & this guy took me home. Well, we actually ended up back at his house, and well, ... you know what we did. Maybe it was the little bit of alcohol in my system but I just felt so good and close to him and I kinda let him know that. So he told me we are friends but there is only one person in this world who he cares about and that is his daughter. He said "This was a bad idea I am sorry." Well that sure put a damper on my night. I felt like a total idiot. I know sleeping with a guy is NOT the way to his heart but I did it anyway. I'm such a butthead..UUggghhhh!! So I see him enough at work that all I will want to do is hang my head and not look at him, but I guess the best thing to do is just be friendly and hold my head up high. I've dealth with worse things in my life.

Today I am going for an interview at a group pediatric office. It would be a nice change.. Monday through Friday, no weekends, no holidays, working with kiddos. But I have to make sure I don't take too much of a paycut. Wish me luck!!